如果我不去找你，你会主动找我吗？

如果我不去找你，你会不会超想念我吗？

如果我不去找你，你会特别关心我的不存在吗？

如果我不去找你，你会拥有一种冲动想知道我发生了什么事吗？

如果我不去找你，你会胡思乱想吗？

如果我不找你，你会心乱乱的，睡不着觉吗？

如果我不去找你，你会不会吃不下，做什么都不顺眼吗？

如果我不去找你，我却发现我会拥有这个权力知道我对你如此的重要了...

那你呢？ 

x

Ones importance can be judged by the way they are being treated by another

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you

x

 I wanna be your dream come true

someone who you'll miss every single moment

Here's just another post that MAYBE most people who has once linked 

themselves into something we-so-called '' relationships ''.

I'm sure as feelings get deeper, 'the we' get closer

Names starts to differ

We no longer calls each other by names

but by 'RELATIONSHIP TITLES'

sweety?

baby?

darling?

sweetheart?

honey?

dear?

boo?

etc etc etc

As it goes on and on and on from hours to days to weeks to months to ...

we tend to get all used to it till we don't even find our names existing in this world

is as if, we're born with such cuddly names or so..

but have you thought how dynamic can one name could cause?

Getting used to something is never a good habit.

Because keep in mind that 'things change, people change, nothing remain but memories'

you can keep the most memorable memories but you can't keep the person who went through such memorable memories with you. I've learn that but it just never gotten the chance to teach me a lesson.

A dynamic change is just something that moves backwards, moving to a position that you don't wish to be

well you just gotten yourself into a FUCKED UP zone :/ mind my language :)

I remembered how I used to feel not myself, or feel less loved when someone I love no longer calls me something I wish to hear. (well, you can't ask someone to pleased you the way you want)

My heart could literally drop from 100 straight down to zero.

An awful feeling that I wished my enemies would have not me, that sort. 

but I guess, time do past and feelings do fade..

Things isn't the same as it used to be :)

let's make it simple

NAME to TITLES = Sweetening

TITLES to NAME = OMG ! YOU'RE DEAD

x

I'm currently waiting for a sleepyhead to wake up now !! =@

as you can see how bored I am now.. I'm just blogging :)

A feeling that you wish to last a life time

Somehow it felt like it but in reality, it might not be or shall I just say it will never happen.

Somehow by somewhere by someday .. I was told '' you'll never know the future ''

Things might not be the same, it might not become something we think it would turn out to be.

So I guess that is how people sum it up into '' THAT'S LIFE ! ''

 

x

A guy who wants you with nobody else but only his.

Selfish yet sweetening ;)

A feeling that would keeps you wanting more each day..

I have to just say.. Friday's night is getting better and better week by week ;)

Last Friday was just oh-so-memorable :) 

Everything felt so good. REAL GOOD :D

well I should say, in the beginning.. it didn't felt that good.

but.. slowly.. the mood gradually increased :}

got to see bikers acting like a superman just flew past :)

so cooooooool ;)

haha..acting like kids, we were having some fun in the playground..

*memang macam budak kecil*

Oh ! trying to fit two in a small tiny tunnel XD

Well and then.. *wink**wink*

EVERYTHING BECAME A PERFECT COMBINATION FOR A FRIDAY NIGHT

x

planning a journey is never as good as an unplanned ones ;)

with you, there's always something new to explore

and I still have not got the ringing from my phone ;(

oh, I mean I did but I HAVE NOT RECEIVE SOMEBODY's MESSAGE for so long !! :(

boooo !! :s

WHERE ARE YOU ? *screams my lungs out* :O

x

o.O I'm lost O.o

This feeling is sort of fucked up at the moment.

I hate being moody but the thing is.. it comes in all girls (like in a package since the day you're introduced to this world so called the Earth) 

well, I don't know about you.. but it definitely applies to me.

Maybe it's just that you're starting to grow older, more loadings into your head, the more uptight you get :/

Make sense? mm.. I guess so O.O'' !!

Gahh !! So unsure, so uncertain, so much to care

when you knew how it's going to end. sigh !

Just don't feel like talking, don't feel like disturbing anyone, don't feel like being an attention seeker -.-

SO LONELY . SO LONELY . SO LONELY . SO LONELY . SO LONELY

SO RETARDED, i swear

Having the feeling to bang your face straight onto the bed :/ 

and stop yourself from breathing and then DIE lol (I was just kidding)

well, ain't girls born to exaggerate in every words they bound to say and guys being FACTUAL x.x

I'm currently spending my time reading a book. Never knew that would even came out from my mouth.

as book is always a NO NO fellow to me :/ but this book is pretty interesting.. I guess? 

'' why men don't have a clue and women always need more shoes? '' 

- allan and barbara pease -

 

 

 

I was more like an angry boo last night :O

Something like this? o.O?

 

Someone hung up my phone call when all that was left to hear was 'Don't you dare hung up my phone. x3 I'll be very mad at you. Don't ahh' and then the next thing I heard was *toot* *toot* *toot* -.-

and guess what, someone called back but accused me for hanging up the phone

and IMAGINE an angry boo get mad :/ hehe

*toot* *toot* *toot*

GUESS WHAT?!

I hung up this time :} and someone stoned for a minute or two

Started receiving four missed calls =D

I got all the apologize that I needed but still.. I sounded moody (girl's problem ><)

well, it was time to sleep zzz :):) 

Well the sweetest ending was ... after 10 - 12 minutes, someone called back just to ensure my BLOW UP AIR is back to a standard one (if you get what I mean)

aww :) Such a lovely kid ;) gahh !! :}

x

boogie boogie gone crazy ;)

I reminisce the last Friday I had :O

Far most the BEST day ever ;)

Feeling the breeze blowing your face

along with the warmest touch :)

'' You just can't ask someone to pleased you the way you want them to be. ''

This is rather something that I could stand quite firmly onto.

The way you're treating people would be the return you're getting in your way.

You can't be expecting someone to treat you like a princess or like a king when you're only giving out shits !

Sigh ! I have no idea how am supposed to be treating you.

Being too nice - you step yourself above my head

Being too harsh - you spot the change and you feel annoyed about it

Well, just let it be. Let it goes with the flow, I guess?

Nothing I can be doing cause I know I'll be needing the comfort that I would lose someday.

SO UNCERTAINTY . FEELS SO UGGG ~ AWFUL :O

oh shut up ! It's Friday. I'm just going ahead with my FRYDAY :)

x

I love you, Friday :)

You're the sweetest buddy :)

Hoooray.. After a week of waiting, it's here again - F.R.I.D.A.Y :)

Let's just FRY the DAY :} *omg, so 'the' lame -.-* 

Well, it is the best day among the rest of the week, I see no judgement in that :)

Can't wait for the clock to strike for the 'off-working hours' :)

Starting from 25th May 2012 :):)

FRIDAY WOO-HOO :)

 

I can finally breathe uncontaminated air :)

It feels so good ;) *winks*

 

x

Happy Little Girl

Stay that, Be that and Never Lose that :)

*inserts heart*

I find this really cute to share around :)

''Conversations are the sweetest memory that you can ever keep''

Have you ever tried sending tons of text and the feedback was not I'm busy, talk to you later 

but instead

*RM 0. Your SMS didn't reach *insert phone number* as the phone is switched off. 

It'll be sent once the phone is switched on. To stop these alerts, sent STOP to 999.

LOL !! Does this even existed in iPhone apps -.-

Manually copied and pasted the whole time round

Well out of no where another pops up after not replying for quite some time

This time.. it changed

*RM 0. Your Kisses did reach *inserts name* as he is missing you. 

To stop these alerts, send STOP to 999.

Who would EVER EVER thought of this? mmm?? :):)

WHAT IS THE BEST FEELING ?

Well, at some point, you have no idea if he's into you or are you just clapping with one hand :?

and the moment he hug you close to him and whisper the three simple yet cute words beside your ears. 

All that you're hoping for is, to make time stop for a moment, a moment to forever :)

mmm.. Isn't that a much more captivated feeling ever ? 

x

Simply the best