Well just another random day, I supposed?

I used to looking forward into every upcoming Friday

because it is basically the only day in the entire week that I get to meet you

Get to hold you, get to touch you, get to tease you, get to hug you, get to kiss that adorable soft lips of yours, get to do silly stuffs with you

Never thought that day was the last of the last

Now.. it doesn't seems that way anymore

Every Friday that pops up reminds me on how week-by-week I'm losing contact with you

It's heartbreaking yet I don't know what to say

You left me with good/bad thoughts

All that I'm receiving is lies you're trying to cover up

The truth that I need to know, that you need to let me know

I'm really surprised to receive a text message from you trying to 'sort of' cheer me up 

when my baby little doggie (Gucci) passed away ;( 

Thank you so much.. I really needed that from you

Now as I'm thinking of how my act became when I lose you.. I feel really messed up

Somehow I seem to less interact with people.. I don't have the tendency to PRETEND TO SMILE

I'm so tired as if I broke down ;( 

somehow I wonder what are you really feeling the moment I crawl myself up on bed and tear.. 

at times, I just need to cure myself by saying : I'm just your random passer-by

The way you're treating me right now .. is not wrong

A girl like me shouldn't feel any comfort in life

A girl like me shouldn't get any extra sweetening in life

A girl like me is not worthy to have anything

YES, my uncertainty is bombarding my world again..

and this time, it hits real hard

Only because of you, I've tried doing things that I never imagined I would

x

maybe this is an unfinished love