Let's see.. How should I start this? mm.. well, I need something eye catchy to give it a kick start ;) 

Just trying to get on with happiness when all that you feel is (TWO WORDS) - Stressed OUT :O

There's a bundle of times that you suddenly explodes in your inner side. 

It just gets to you EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Sometimes out of the blues, you get so emotional that whenever someone tries approaching you,

you just don't get the feeling to get to them. somehow if you were to be in a rude approach; ''fuck off'' ?

Well sometimes, I find it quite annoying as if you're trying to be an attention seeker.

But the truth is, you're not ! YOU JUST WANT TO BE ALONE .

A feeling that makes you want to be alone but not really that, right?

Somehow you just want to crawl yourself up, trying to feel the loneliness and dark corners around you.

You just want that just to feel better, to be alright - Everything will be alright -.-

Just at times when you get yourself messed up in a situation that 

nobody would ever expect or knows about it.

And that's when you get so emotional but nobody is there for you to talk it out. 

You feel as if you're the last one standing and everybody is just dead :/

Sometimes you never really want it to happen but as depression hits you real hard, you put them in your face

Guess what ?! You just showed your ''true colors''. 

Your friends know you're sad

Your relatives know you're sad

Your parents know you're sad

Well literally EVERYBODY knows you're sad

&& in just one conclusion that they will sum it up to you asking : 

Orally those three simple English words

1. How are you?

2. Are you okay?

3. What is wrong?

and it goes on and on and on

or somehow they will comfort you with these three words 

Everything is alright :O

It is okay :O

(somehow you know it is not okay but you just don't want to hear

 it anymore so you simply just nod your head)

So.. I mean like somehow you are just too down to reply. 

And when you know the secrets that you're holding onto so tightly is something that you can't exposed

It gets your nerves on going !! 

So let me just give you a scenario, that would be easier, I think :)

what's wrong? 

nothing, i just don't feel like talking right now.

i know you're emo. just tell me, alright?

yea..

so what happened?

nothing, really...

The scenario above is sort of retarded but what I'm trying to point it out is that 

whenever someone tries to comfort you asking what's the problem. you have no idea how to deal with it

Because inside you, you know there's certain problems that you've got no choice but to settle it yourself.

Sometimes you just feel so much like a nutshell or even a baboon ass.

You can't be emotional for nothing, can you? NO !! there's always story behind every frown. 

x

just another sad thing that bombs your world