BitterSweet Memories
Monday, March 19, 2012 2:06 AM
Thinking of you
I was good
I was alright
I was perfect
and then.. just as I wanted to jump into bed
my eyes can't shut
my ears can't close
my mind can't stop running
it strikes again
I wonder how my life would be like if ..
.. I didn't met you
.. I didn't take the chance
.. I didn't had my heart broken
.. I didn't had you eye-balling
Giving chances, taking chances
If I'm willing to, would it work?
would it open up my heart giving it some air?
Feelings.. I wouldn't be clear
but the memories.. they are surely revolving around..
x
I'm just thinking .. would you ever be treating me good?
can you be trusted still ?
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Saturday, March 17, 2012 1:05 AM
Feelings? Something that connects to you? Something that seems to not relate to you but link to you, somehow. Was it anger? Was it disappointment? Was it a sad thing. Maybe just not happiness? Maybe nothing at all.
Maybe in life, you would face tons of unwanted things happening one after another. And how many are there for you to care? How many are there for you to worry? To be thinking of? To be afraid of? Maybe there will just be so much more, so much more unpredictable things that's going to happen. Nothing's guaranteed. So why burden yourself?
Maybe we should really learn to forgive and forget. Something easy said than done but it is really a strong word. But in the end, it just all comes to a conclusion; are we capable in doing so? :)
I can't promise and I won't make any promises but I will try. I will at least try to make it less active :):)
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Thursday, March 8, 2012 9:23 AM
Here's another one that gets you cramped up saying 'oh what is going on with this girl's life'. Well, life is so messed up at times that it just gets to you. I need someone to really understand me, someone who can tell out what problem I'm actually having.
What's your problem actually?! I'm feeling so annoyed and you're giving shits to me. Telling me this that this that, being all parrot and noisy -.- when I'm annoyed, not having the feel to talk, then you just shut up, don't talk! It seems that you didn't really understand me. In the end, you say I'm trying to be rude, and then started scolding me -.- WhatTheFuck !
How am I lucky when I don't get someone to really know how I feel, to know what I really want, to know me. Haihz.. Life goes on, human still walks lol. Get on with it... :s
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