BitterSweet Memories
Wednesday, February 29, 2012 1:18 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2012 12:33 AM
It has been quite some time I've not really touched my blog; a place that
I feel safe and is the only place that I worry less.
Well, days have been passed with happiness, boredom, sadness etc. etc.
Don't get me wrong; one thing for you : I'm a happy kid :)
so don't misunderstand them with my past ;)
Life as a single kid is not bad after all.
Well, at least you don't have to report work every minute of your life? heh.
At least, you can do anything you want to do.
At least, you tend to know the world even better. somehow?
At least, you wouldn't have to worry about the most uptight situation? bulleyes ;)
but of course, at times you still feel the need to have someone by your side.
someone to cuddle you. someone to do naughty things with you. someone to have silly talks with
we are humans, not GODS ! we want what we need :)
Besides, having a special someone seems warm :) seems magical?
Of course on top of it, you don't just get them when you want. It's the timing that strikes your goal.
If you ask me whether I miss my past?
Heck I'll be like why am I saying this, but.. yes I do, very much in fact.
Even if I'll know I would have to go through all the pains and heartache all over again.. I'll never miss a chance just for it. Each and every people that became my past indeed brought something to me.
Well at least I know, I did have happy times when I was with them.
At least, they held me up when I was needing someone so badly; that pays a lot !
Sometimes I'll turn off the lights and hide myself under the blanket asking what's life ??
I bet most of you do the same; nothing biggie or silly yea ?
I can't really define life, it's too big too diversify to be defined in words.
All that I know, nothing remains.
Well, don't look at it as if it's a bad thing.
Basically it's the way you look upon it, two choices for you
either good or bad ! you decide, you choose.
Is either you choose to see a ray of white light or you see a rainbow
Isn't it the same ? :/
Maybe it went away for a reason, maybe it wasn't supposed to be?
It really doesn't matter how long you've been together or what-so-ever cause the fact lies in our eyes :
' Things change, people change, but memories remain '
I've never really understand the thing that God is trying to play, not even till this point.
But I know, it is something called fate.
all you do is fight for what you hold on, if it did not stay, it is meant to leave.
It's okay, something brighter will haunt you for good :)
x
I wish happiness for myself and everyone around me :)
have a jolly wolly bolly day ;)
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