BitterSweet Memories
Thursday, December 22, 2011 4:53 AM
So here's another post of the day. Well, I'm not sad but somehow speechless.
I don't know, you tell me, kays?
I know everything has its own cycle.
When I was young, I was taught about the water cycle.
As I grew older, I was taught about the carbon cycle.
And as I proceed to a stage where most of us quote it as 'fallen in love', I learnt another one.
Difficulty starts reaching the peak !
Well, it feels really sweet being in love; you literally feels the magic.
some people says butterflies in the tummy
I guess it all begins with a spark that nobody knew its coming.
Something unpredictable ?
This is the cycle I was talking about.
I don't really knew how my cycle goes.
Did it go well or did it not?
I remembered how special I was; at least to someone in this world.
Everything seems too real to be true; well it happened !
Some may still remain as friends but some... never manage to recover.
And this troubles my head to keep thinking all over again.
Most people supports the phrases
Remaining as friends means you're okay with everything; you're fully healed.
If that's not happening, is either you hate them for treating you so or you just can't get the fact that everything is over.
So I keep thinking and thinking and thinking and yes ! THINKING AGAIN.
I can't accept us being friends, not because I'm not over it. I just find it pretty awkward.
Finding the courage to do so is pretty hectic. I can't just forgive and forget.
Well, I hate you at times. Just a bit. Or maybe more than just that bit.
I admit that I still can't accept the fact that you left but again, it doesn't mean that I'm not over you.
Actually, there are tons of people around you, friends to be exact !
why bother ??! =.=
Having me or without me, is not going to harm anything; it's almost the same?
maybe I'm not that important as I thought I was or maybe I'm still wrong?
Else you wouldn't have landed on the land that you shouldn't be concerning anymore; my blog
Well, what I really want is not to be with you.
but friends? Isn't it just too dynamic? sounds pretty old school LOL
well, it bugs my ear hearing so
I want something warm, something that never change
The old you, one of my favorite!
Maybe not too close. I'm afraid my adrenaline might rush to the wrong pole.
To the pole that I shouldn't be heading to; a pole that you stopped me twice, thrice or more.
A pole that I finally managed to give it a bounce off effect :O
A pole that I finally managed to give it a bounce off effect :O
Well honestly, I still do care a lot even though I may keep blabbering saying I don't.
Saying you're nothing. what nonsense la, Jacqueline Lim.
And yea, I'm really okay. I'm not sad actually, not happy either.
Neutral ? yea, eyes with a straight line lips :I
So I don't really know what the fuck is the relationship between us :/
x
NIGHTSSS ;)
relationship started at the wrong timing
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