BitterSweet Memories
Sunday, December 4, 2011 4:18 PM
I'm never good in anything.
Studies; I'm just average for that
Arts; I'm no where near perfection
Gaming; I have no clue about it
Entertainment; I'm quite dull myself
All that I know is that I'm good in missing someone that wouldn't even miss a single bit of me.
I've always like to cheer close friends around me
I never like seeing them hanging in the middle of nowhere
I like them when they are happy and I want them to be
But I'm never good in cheering up myself
Some may think I'm a boring person but I guess I'm closer to being insecure
No matter how much love is put in on me, I can never feel it
I'm not heartless but I just find myself not being loved.
I felt as if I'm always the second choice to be loved.
I feel unwanted at times, feeling quite unimportant, the odd one out !
Sometimes, I just feel like leaving this place.
Trying to avoid my problems influencing people around me.
Trying to get them safe and worry less
Life would be so much brighter for them
most of all, they wouldn't have to let anyone know that I exist in part of their life
x
don't mind me for being quite emotional today
but bad luck hits me real hard, this time
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