I'm getting my iPhone 4s sooooon ;)

It is the last, the 100th, phone sold this month by Maxis :)

I'm sure I'm quite lucky :) :) 

Well this isn't my Christmas gift but my birthday gift :)

Imagine how many months I've been waiting.. 

I love youuuuuuuu daddy :} A gift before I end my 2011. 

And yes ! My brother is back :) and this is what he got me :D

Lola Marc Jacobs

;)

x

my atmosphere became brighter with his presence :)

So here's another post of the day. Well, I'm not sad but somehow speechless. 

I don't know, you tell me, kays? 

I know everything has its own cycle.

Difficulty starts reaching the peak !

I guess it all begins with a spark that nobody knew its coming.

Something unpredictable ? 

This is the cycle I was talking about.

I don't really knew how my cycle goes. 

Did it go well or did it not?

Everything seems too real to be true; well it happened !

Some may still remain as friends but some... never manage to recover.

And this troubles my head to keep thinking all over again.

So I keep thinking and thinking and thinking and yes ! THINKING AGAIN.

I can't accept us being friends, not because I'm not over it. I just find it pretty awkward. 

Finding the courage to do so is pretty hectic. I can't just forgive and forget.

Well, I hate you at times. Just a bit. Or maybe more than just that bit.

I admit that I still can't accept the fact that you left but again, it doesn't mean that I'm not over you.

Actually, there are tons of people around you, friends to be exact !

why bother ??! =.=

Having me or without me, is not going to harm anything; it's almost the same?

maybe I'm not that important as I thought I was or maybe I'm still wrong?

Else you wouldn't have landed on the land that you shouldn't be concerning anymore; my blog

Well, what I really want is not to be with you.

but friends? Isn't it just too dynamic? sounds pretty old school LOL

well, it bugs my ear hearing so

Maybe not too close. I'm afraid my adrenaline might rush to the wrong pole.

To the pole that I shouldn't be heading to; a pole that you stopped me twice, thrice or more.
A pole that I finally managed to give it a bounce off effect :O

Well honestly, I still do care a lot even though I may keep blabbering saying I don't.

Saying you're nothing. what nonsense la, Jacqueline Lim.

And yea, I'm really okay. I'm not sad actually, not happy either. 

Neutral ? yea, eyes with a straight line lips :I 

So I don't really know what the fuck is the relationship between us :/

x

NIGHTSSS ;) 

relationship started at the wrong timing

不期待就不会失望

:)

Days have been passing me by

and I keep remembering how life was spent; how it used to be

Some was awesome, some was extraordinary, some was sweet and well some was bitter

Overall I could conclude it as bittersweet; something that you'll tell yourself
'life has just got to be spent that way'

I recalled back how I felt like giving up on almost everything that fails me
but I do remember how I got back up myself

It seemed almost impossible but right now, I can proudly say it's possible; I'm over it :)

Everything is coming to an end but definitely it'll be a beginning very soon :)

Everything has got to be on plan, no more rains but rainbows ;) I know I'll see it soon :)

Never try searching for a perfect life, a life like that is plain and dull.

Find something that excites you, something adventurous, something that gets you on-going,
something that makes you think that you're special. After all we're just too young to get a perfect one. 

Cause in the end, you'll see the most imperfect ones the most perfect one for you ;) 

x

If it's meant to be, everything will fall in place nicely

there's no need of planning, well destiny will plan everything

If it is not yours to keep, keep those memories you've compiled

They will always be yours to keep ;)

:}