BitterSweet Memories
Wednesday, November 30, 2011 4:19 AM
WHAT ALL GIRLS REALLY THINK BEHIND EVERY MASK
I flare my temper at you everyday just wanting you to understand me better
I don't mean to check on your phone, but it's just the same as shopping, singing, they became one of my hobbies.
And every time I check, I wish all the woman you know are either fat, ugly or old.
When I am having my period, I shove my temper at you.
But it's only a few days every month that you've got to handle.
And every time I throw a temper and tells you to stay away,
It has always been a lie cause you really got to come looking for me.
Don't take it seriously whenever I'm throwing a temper because, nothing I say means what I want to say
When I say it's wrong, it means it's right
and when I say no, I mean yes
even when I say I don't want, I meant I want.
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
And just whenever I run away in a street, you have to come chasing after me
I don't want to search for your face wondering if you're following behind by the reflection of a glass or a mirror
I always say I want to go on a diet, but all I really want to hear you say is
'you're not fat. I like you the way you are, that counts.'
I have such insecurity in me is because I love you too much, just too much.
x
Has anyone told you, a relationship needs timing.
Getting together at the wrong time, it won't work.
Getting together at the wrong time, it won't work.
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Tuesday, November 29, 2011 6:40 PM
PUPPY, YOU ARE WANTED :}
I want a Pembroke Welsh Corgi !!
Isn't it a cutie ??
awww :') so adorable !! ♥
x
puppy, you'll be coming to mummy one day ;)
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2:47 AM
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere, you are thinking of me too
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes,
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say; how much I love you, yes I do.
x
A night that comes to me again.
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2:02 AM
Like the ones where you lean in but back away quickly. Or those upside down spiderman kisses. Or the ones where you interrupt them while they're in the middle of saying something. Or even puffing up your cheeks or whatever. Yeah I miss that.
I found this lying on my tumblr dashboard page and somehow a smile passed by. A really sweet feeling appeared. Yeah, I know it was love. A sweet passer-by yet brings about a little of bitter; bittersweet is the word? And this is what all my blog is all about. It's not about fashion, not about food. And you're wrong as well, not about love but all the bittersweet-ness that I wish to compile them as a memory. I don't wish to become a selfish person any longer. I accept what I have to. That's the reason why I chose to keep everything. Not bothering if it's a nice or not, sort of feeling. It will definitely worth all my passion in it, one day. After all the bummers, bittersweet is all that I could say. I know life has been miserable, but not really that bad. But it is good enough for me to tell you that I miss it. Yeah, I do.
x
goodnight :)
I miss the touch that landed on my cheeks.
I miss the touch that landed on my cheeks.
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Friday, November 25, 2011 2:35 PM
So since I'm totally, definitely 100% sure that I'm done with my A-levels, I have a few of 'wants' that I 'need' :} Well check-out the list.
THE list
- Iphone 4s -
- Macbook Pro -
- Mac makeup set -
- Bubbi brushes -
- de Fabulous Ginger Energizing shampoo + conditioner -
- Blue peek-a-boos -
- Blue peek-a-boos -
- Maymaylu hoodie 'What' in Fashion4us -
- Sculpey Clay -
- Sculpey Clay -
- Long high boots -
- Bling bling phone cover -
- Bling bling phone cover -
... more to come ...
** Can't wait no more :D
3 out of 10 at the moment :) :)
x
happiness is what I hoped for
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Sunday, November 20, 2011 6:20 PM
whenever I cried a little bit
do you die a little bit inside
our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
this is something like a movie
grow old together
have feelings we had before
when we were so innocent
cause nothing compares when
we're lighter than air and
we don't wanna come back down
x
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Friday, November 18, 2011 11:26 PM
一個建議你離開的人，可能是最愛你的。
一個希望你放棄的人，可能是最關心你的。
一個渴求不再聯繫的人，可能是最掛念你的。
一個默默離開的人，可能是最捨不得你的。
一個希望你放棄的人，可能是最關心你的。
一個渴求不再聯繫的人，可能是最掛念你的。
一個默默離開的人，可能是最捨不得你的。
我恐怕我在也分不清楚了！如果我所写的令你还那么的在乎，这还算什么呢？
坦白 我在也不许要 因为我知道我无法在听的见你所说中的‘坦白’ 那两个字
不是对你没信心 而是被自己搞乱了 ！
想不想 在这地步，还需要吗？答案重复了好多遍
到最候，答案会还是一样 不变 不改
答案也许改了，并不是奇迹 而是命运
是命运测试，一种玩不起的游戏 但会一直的跟中你
x
两个人的世界多简单
就是我爱你 你爱我 不难
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Thursday, November 17, 2011 2:22 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2011 3:52 AM
No doubt
it was one of the sweetest thing that has happened to me
but now it has become one of the most unforgettable feelings
吵架时,什么都不必说
说多错多~
只需
一个深情的吻 解决了事
说多错多~
只需
一个深情的吻 解决了事
wouldn't it be a lot better?
x
take care ♥
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Friday, November 11, 2011 4:17 PM
It's the 11th of November of the year '11 :}
Let's all make a wish, a wish that we all have been striving for.
It is one of the most memorable day that will soon be the history.
It only happens once in a century ;)
Make things happen by making a wish
who knows; miracle might happen in us
♥ 11/11/11 at 11:11:11 ♥
wootz
x
such a beautiful date along with one wish from each an everyone of us
perfecto ;)
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Sunday, November 6, 2011 11:50 PM
Dinner Romance at Hell's Kitchen !!
ZOMG ! That will be absolutely awesome ;)
Chef Ramsay
he's so cute :)
x
will you do the honor ? :}
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4:32 AM
When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone
We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life of our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
I'm glad to have you around when everything of mine went upside down
I consider myself quite lucky to overcome all the sorrows by you
You were special from the rest; your words were strong enough to open up my mind
Just that one smile of yours, is all I need to feel better
I almost melt hearing how much more I meant to you more than what I thought myself; from zero to hero
I just don't get it why were your decision that way, but I shall just accept it
But whatever it is, just remember that I'll always be here, be there for you to against them all :)
x
you're a tattoo in my heart
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Saturday, November 5, 2011 2:08 AM
One of the most fulfilling day on the 4th November 2011 (FRIDAY) ;)
It's amazing and it's as if you just turned out to be a newborn baby.
OMG !! I never really expected that to happen.
You just have got no idea how I could jump for joy over this.
It is just a little nearer
It is just a little closer
It is just a little extra
It is just a little more
It is just a little gutsy
Just a little move you've gotta make, cause the distance is just this close.
Just this bit more, things will be perfect ! It will be :)
You just have to believe the girl's instinct ♥
x
I'm springing, you just have to tell me.
Waiting ;) like a retard - boohoo !! :)
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