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Wednesday, August 31, 2011 12:17 AM

Days after days; Nights after nights

here we go again

I know it shouldn't be one of the night to be thinking right at the fingertip.

There's so much to do, so much more to say, way more stuffs to be thinking of, instead of this.

But it just had to happen; so I guess it rather means that silence can kill as well.

I know I've been trying to hide as if nothing has ever happened.

I do know I've been trying so freaking hard to pretend that I do not bother as much as you do.

I am trying as far as I concern. I'm doing things that I should not do cause I want an end to it.

Just every time I thought I've gotten over it, it just comes right back to me.

It is pretty much like a punching bag. The harder you punch, the more it'll come back to you.

So like I say; is as if the more I try to let go, the more it returns to my head ;(

stop flirting already, I can't seem to breathe anymore

I know your life belongs to yours and mine would be another.

in other words, we don't link no more.

butwhythebbqfuckdoIstillfreakingwannacaresomuch

Could you tell me that everything is going to be perfectly fine? maybe an okay will do? not even that?

oh-shit!

Monday, August 29, 2011 9:56 PM

LET's SHOP PEOPLE

pump it up yo ;)

What can I say? Dresses are like heaven to girls, that is.

no worries boys, you've got your benefits as well ;)

you get to start going 'phew wit wit' looking at your girls putting her swag on :}

HELL YEAH

sooooo cute :')

if these are the kind of dresses that you're looking for

pay a visit to

FOREVER 21 ;)

yea yea yea yea

cbox beside you

Sunday, August 28, 2011 8:44 PM

Fashion guys, it is not just fashion. It's FASHION !!

I really wonder what it feels like without fashion around us - boring and dull, maybe?

Fashion does not only stand on its own but something that define your true self :)

It's Raya over here in Malaysia, and so there are almost sales everywhere.

YES ! SALES in every corner surrounding you :)

woots !!

I'm not a model, so I don't look as good as those cover girls

oopsey ! I just feel good shopping whatever I want ;)

heading for more soon ;}

Saturday, August 27, 2011 12:02 AM

MAGIC OF LOVE

Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better kept safe to yourself.

Cause if it's love, it will eventually has its ways to express itself despite the silence.

chest to chest, nose to nose
palm to palm, we were always just that close
wrist to wrist, toe to toe
lips that felt just like the inside of a rose

eye to eye, cheek to cheek
side by side, you were sleeping next to me
arm in arm, dusk to dawn with the curtains drawn
and a little last night on these sheets

so how come when I reach out my finger
it feels like more than distance between us?

love is a funny, strange thing ;)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011 10:47 PM

不知不觉又想起了你

全都是完美的回忆

记得当初我们从朋友成为了不是普通朋友那么简单

当初的你永是最完美的你

也许人就是会变，但我还留下的是我们的捕捉

所以，相片是最珍贵的记忆，最珍贵的一切

只有照片留下了最真实的 ‘我们’

我喜欢的是当初的他，可不是现在的你

Monday, August 22, 2011 9:27 PM

TWO MORE DAYS

and just two more days, I can leave my books in peace for a moment :)

AND JUST THREE MORE MONTHS

I can officially leave them aside giving them all the space they want.

woohoo !! I so can't wait for the day to come ;)

Please be quick but hopefully I get them all down into my brains before A2 comes

my wish and is my one and only :)

byeeeee

Thursday, August 18, 2011 1:02 AM

DOOMSTER DAY

Here's a post I was thinking of posting it up at a time like this

and yup, you got it right. I'm not bloody done with my studies

and there's chemistry exam tomorrow ;(

but the exam is like 12.30 in the afternoon BUT still, it is supposed to be everyone's sleeping hour

anyways, I'm not predicting a good result after all; maybe a past for my trials will do

As I'm typing these out, it'll be my time out for awhile before I continue :)

so bare with what I have to say, okay?

Alright, let's start of by saying CRASH-ing? -.-

interesting much uh? go on reading..

so basically I had to drive myself back home from college at about 10.25 am?

and as usual, I drive and drive and drive ...
OHMYGOODNESS
*boom*
my side mirror was gone ;(
I could literally feel the vibration leaning against me
igothitbyatruck . areallybiggigantictruck
seriously, that blunt image is still running in my head
it was so scary ;( and the man got out from his truck - he frightens me even more
he is a freaking indian. I'm not trying to be racist here or anything.
Imagine a little 17 years old girl meeting with an indian man
maybe chinese are afraid of indians, somehow; not all but most of them
I'm one of them :/ maybe it's just because I don't know him in person
I called my daddy and the worst part is I don't know where the hell I was -.-
okay, basically I'm a loser in geographical kind of thing and places is a no no for me
but I managed to tell where exactly I was; daddy to the rescue :)
okay, basically at that time.. I was shivering and I did tear up !!
it wasn't about the scoldings I'll get later on and all but more to the thing I saw with my own eyes
okay. pretty scary when I have to think it back.
oh guess what, my daddy didn't scold me. I think cause he saw how terrified I was at that time
blah blah blah
Let's just hope it doesn't turn into a trauma ;( nooo

x
a truck that is big enough to eat you up ;(

Sunday, August 14, 2011 2:54 PM

CHANGE

sometimes you just have to wonder about certain stuffs

it keeps running in your head like nobody's business

they all say; people change but pictures don't

it's true, isn't it ?

sometimes, you just have to believe what's true and what's not

no matter how much you care and love

cause what matters at that point of time, is that it involves you in it

you can't expect people to love you more than you love yourself yea?

things change; it comes and go

and have you wonder how many things or people you can keep?

I know I can't keep you for long, and that's how you got out of my life

all I could see is seeing how you change

seeing how you change from someone I know really well to someone out of imagination

well, maybe you don't realize but that's just how it is going about

and it's what that hurts the most

I know I can't do much anymore and nothing I say will change anything

I know deep down in me, there's still thorns

thorns that I've no idea how to get rid of them

thorns of being hurt

thorns of being used

thorns of you being careless

thorns of you being heartless

I remembered how days were back in those days but I know

I have to put them in a box and leave them aside

I can't and I know there's always be this feelings of you and me buried down in me

'cause all I really want is to have everything to be okay, to be perfectly fine !

it can be a good and a bad thing

1:37 AM

CUPCAKES PEOPLE

Grab them before they run

Hi guys, welcome aboard ! :)

I was actually bored of studying and so, this is what I've came up with ;)

I really wanted to do a tutorial for it but then, I find myself a sucker in video taping

OOPSEY ! :/ no can do..

Here's another one :}

To all cupcakes' fan, this is what you could be doing next besides eating 'em :)

A very sweet and cute up-do design if you were to ask me

Match along with a very cute, cheerful little attitude

As I'm not an ambidextrous person, so I thought of pairing them

up with their base color on the other hand

and by the way, this was my first attempt.. sorry, if it looks retarded to you

but I quite like it myself :) hope that I did inspired you with a new look.

stay tuned for more

cupcakes of the day

Friday, August 12, 2011 12:40 AM

PERFECTION LIES IN BETWEEN RIGHT 'n' WRONG

nobody's ever perfect

nobody's good in everything

there must be definitely something that pulls you down

mistakes are all over in you

you can make mistakes but not twice

when the second time hits, it has already become a choice

so think again

was it really a mistake or was it a choice ?

a mistake that you thought life would be much more splendid or a choice you think it would happen ?

cause you know what; it was my choice to believe in you in the start

beginning with the word 'honestly'

a mistake; a choice

Wednesday, August 10, 2011 9:53 AM

Oh My God

I can freaking sense the emo-ness in me to fuse out tomorrow ;(

ohcrapshitfuckpleasedontdothistomeeeeeretards

ok . ok . ok

*breathe in* *breathe out* *breathe in*

CALM DOWN

this is so killing me, I swear

it will definitely be the worst feeling to keep fidgeting the whole entire day

waiting for the next day to come ;(

Alright, this is so not about love or what-so-ever unimportant stuff !

This is way more important than bothering about guys -.-

ignoring whether if he misses me

ignoring whether if he sees me

ignoring whether if he hears me

ignoring whether if he thinks of me

ignoring whether if he still uhmm ... yea

IGNORING COMPLETELY

because this is way way way more ahead ;)

It's just that my the .. yea.. the my thinggy which is my uhmm

lalalalalaalala > so not saying < :} :}

see nothing, hear nothing, speak nothing

please bloody hell be good [just once, just once]

12:45 AM

MAYBE AND AFTER ALL

maybe what I see, isn't what it is

maybe what I feel, isn't how it feels

maybe what I hear, isn't how it's suppose to go

maybe what I think, isn't what's going on around

maybe, by far, I've been over-thinking?

maybe it isn't any thing to be fear of

you're no different from anyone else

you don't look, doesn't mean you're not thinking

you don't talk, doesn't mean you're ignoring

you don't smile, doesn't mean you're scary

thou, I'm born with a tiny little coward heart
a heart that cannot withstand nor bare with pains
a heart that tells everything straight to the face
but one thing for sure, I stand with my own legs when I have to !
I don't have to please you to live
I fall hard and definitely I have to fight hard

you thought me how to approach
you told me, it is nothing to be afraid of
just do what you think is right before any regrets
what you feel, may actually be how it is going about
who knows? nobody. exactly.

x
maybe I should listen

Thursday, August 4, 2011 2:57 PM

There's people talking,

They talk about me,

They know my name,

They think they know everything,

But they don't know anything about me

Do you have a thing for me?

Yes, I do. And yeah, pretty right at the top !

I have this thing till I dreamt about you

A dream that feels so good but too fake to believe?

Oh whatever, as long the good part of me stays

and the part of you feels relief to get into my ears

Then I'm totally fine, am OKAY yo ;)

The main point is not just that; the question is :

Am I missing you so much or was it simply going to be a deja vu?

Let's just keep that in a keep it low in the box

where will it lead us to :/

Tuesday, August 2, 2011 10:39 PM

WAKEY WAKEY

What goes around, comes back around.

Just stop thinking about yourself !

Look around, there are still alive people living in this world.

Think about how others would feel as well.

Going around bitching, ain't gonna make you feel any better.

Plain nuisance ! Cut with all the bull craps.

Cause all you really care is just YOU, YOURSELF.

wanna bet?

snap ! you're fooling yourself with lies :O

6:53 PM

UNDER YOUR SPELL

blah blah blah