BitterSweet Memories
Saturday, June 11, 2011 12:49 AM
What's going on with my life?
I feel like tearing up. It's getting into me once again. I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry. Nights are the worst part of the whole 24 hours. It gets up to me and brings up my loneliness :( Do you even care or are you blindly in love right at the other corner? ''I miss you and that thing reminds me of you and are you back yet and take care of yourself and I'm worried and ... '' OH SHUT WITH ALL THE BULL CRAPS ! I'm sick of it :( I hate seeing it. It is like seeing how both of your progression starts to build up. You think I was dumb back then to not know what's going on? You pretended not to know how she felt for you. What nonsense? You didn't even pretend. You just head off to her knowing there's another girl loving you. I'm right, ain't I ? Sigh, I'm just upset, that's all. My mind is piling up with shit. I just need somebody to tell me that everything is going to be alright even if its not. Well, at least I'll feel better but with lies. OH SHOOT ! -.-
Goodnight and sweet dreams
x
I hate remembering, but I can't stand forgetting
and sometimes, tears can express better than words
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