BitterSweet Memories
Sunday, June 19, 2011 7:17 AM
Mix, Mess and Match it up
Differentiating
Sometimes when things get messed up, you don't exactly know what you're actually feeling. You don't seem to understand what sort of feeling you're actually facing. It is that rush in you that cause you so frustrated about it. About what?! but you just couldn't recall anything. Isn't it annoying yet it's just there but you just couldn't seem to recognize it. You just can't differentiate between annoyed and jealous, between hate and love. So damn epic contrast, that is !
Details
Sometimes certain things done can be really sweet. And they are usually the little things you do. When you pay attention to the smallest details, you get it all. Maybe addressing your other half with something sweet. But it gets all nasty when it's overdone. Sometimes you may think it's just for a fun of it using that particular address to address other people around you, but to a girl, it is a whole lot different story unless that girl does not have that much feelings for you. Guess what; even the smallest thing can hurt like shit ! So don't ever think they don't play a role in a relationship.
Waiting
Sometimes, there are things in life that gets so high for you till you break down. You just get tired of it out of sudden. There are so many things you get tired of but there's always one thing in life that you can never gets tired of. You get tired of waiting. You get tired of assuming. You get tired of hearing promises over and over again, saying sorry and being hurt. Pfft, what a life we have there. You know what; no one gets tired of loving someone. I know this, cause I don't. Come to think of it, even if you get tired of waiting for them, even if you get tired of hearing broken promises, and saying sorry, you still love that person no matter what. And even if it counts to have you yourself get hurt inside for like a million or billion times, you never feel like you don't love the person anymore. Cause what?! Cause you know what's important is you yourself having them for the rest of your life, even if more often than not, they cause you pain. It is like the universe has pulled the whole of you drawn into that one person. You know they don't pay attention to you anymore but what's worst is that you pay every small details about them. What a fool you are !
Backups
You may think it's something happy, something interesting, something your friends would be happy for you kind of thing, something big but what's the truth, you don't know and you'll never know. Cause people are born with two faces. Well, most of them are. Some cause no harm while some, breaks the brick. So you think your friends don't know how to judge you? Some may go saying how great you are as if you're bigger than this world and what's behind your back, you can never know. So you say friends are important; well I can say, some worth having them in life while some, you can just walk with your own path and forget about them. If their words meant so much to you, why don't try seeing if they can keep their promises and take responsible in what they say in the future. By then, you'll notice how this phrase comes about; promises are made to burn. They ain't promises when they are broken - it don't mean a thing actually. Don't try to think having a lot of friends would give you a life, would give you happiness. Well, it can happen but with truthful friends and not with those friends who has no balls. Sucker much! The truth is; it doesn't mean something to them, it just means nothing!
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when your heart goes 'go' 'go' 'go', you just can't stop with a 'no'
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