BitterSweet Memories
Thursday, May 5, 2011 11:16 AM
come what MAY
I've been having this habit in me. good or bad, I can't really judge it.
I tend to enjoy the feeling sitting in the car, having a road ride.
It doesn't really matter if it's going to take only 10 minutes or less than that, as long as I get a ride
It's sort of weird when I come to think about it
So I find myself questioning myself so badly : '' why the hell are you enjoying it? ''
Is it just cause of my natural instinct or do I just enjoy seeing the scenery that pass-by with mind blowing thoughts?
It feels so much better after those rides. It's like all the heavy thoughts you've been having is blown away
Another thing that keeps revolving around my head and I would just like to share !
I see people everywhere saying they believe.
What's the definition of believe are you trying to emphasize on?
Do you actually believe or are you trying to hide something inside you?
It felt so fake cause everything seems to be awfully sad, guess I judge too much but if I were to think that way, there may be billions of people outside that might as well think alike.
Just cause you love, doesn't mean you really believe in the person.
I know how sucky it feels, cause I was once standing on that position. And I can't say I'm very mature now, maybe a little more awake but definitely naive-ness still strike me.
I know how sucky it feels, cause I was once standing on that position. And I can't say I'm very mature now, maybe a little more awake but definitely naive-ness still strike me.
Once again, do you actually believe or are you doing it to remind yourself of how much you should believe as a daily basis? Isn't that just too much?
It's like something that you've set TO DO and not a NATURALLY TO DO kind of thing.
some people said it's called despo but I think love shouldn't reach till the despo line.
Cause that's just too much as far as I concern !
x
i'm standing on the line between friends or lovers
cause I know it's love when all you think about is the person when their gone.
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