BitterSweet Memories
Saturday, April 30, 2011 12:36 PM
Everybody tells me I don't know what I'm doing
This life I'm pursuing
The odds of me is loosing
Everybody tells me that it's one in a million
More like one in a billion or one in a zillion?
I hear it everyday, I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna amount too much
But they're never gonna change my mind
I'm ready for it, I'm on my way
I know I'm gonna get there someday
It doesn't help when you say; it wont be easy
Cause nothing's in this world can ever change that mind of mine
SO YOU BETTER GET YOURSELF PREPARED TOO
You're not all the stars I see dark in the sky, but you're the one, most amazing brightest star shining brightly in the sky at night keeping me accompanied along with my flying colors emotions.
x
jar of heart
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011 2:16 AM
Fact #1 : About Love
也许在爱的字典里，没有所为的抢。爱，就是那么的无理取闹带点温柔又甜蜜的感觉。你爱，所以才下决心去争取。在爱的理论，时间不是最重要可感觉是！也许度过的时间不长，但是心里的感觉种会觉得爱的比任何人还要深。这该是所为的爱请吧？
... 也许是应为爱没份对错
x
因为爱，所以爱，没有特别的理由
爱你是否是最大的理由从心里表现出来的
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011 8:25 PM
SO YOU KNOW, I find songs express better than I do. i used to worry less and party hard. i used to take everything slow and steady but now, i can say that my heart is somehow unstable. i used to be able to listen to mushy love songs without having anyone in my mind, blank fullstop ! but at this point of time, the moment of truth is being revealed. it fails my thoughts as everything gets the other way round.
you're like an old recording tape stuck perfectly in my head. cause no matter what i do, you're all i think about. you run all over my veins and i'm addicted to it. gosh !
i tried so hard but still ... i can't lie to myself. i can't pretend. i suck badly in these kind of a thing which i won't deny it, obviously. i tried hiding my feelings thinking it was somewhat termed as 'antigenic concealment'. how stupid could i be when i know you got me so deep into you.
i'm starting to like you. no wait. [correction to be made.] i'm falling for you... i think. uh oh, i think? yeah right ! months ago, ain't that right? it keeps repeating itself in my mind. how i wish those was the knowledge i have for my AS exams instead ... D: unfortunately. you just had to bombard yourself into my life. or is it because i'm loving it at the same time ?
my heart is racing. the emotions keep spinning out. I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe. i've been spending all of my time thinking about you. you just didn't realize and notice that i did. you're the one. yes, you ! stop thinking elsewhere cause i want to spend part of my life having you in them. you can definitely compile up one of the best memory for me. cause you did though it was short. you're no one special for the world but you're something to me. you spark my life with colors. without you, life gets duller with black n white as backgrounds.
now, i'm not sure how to end this. shall i end this by saying ''i miss you'' or ''i love you''. cause i'm pretty sure i'm having rainbow's feelings for you. cause no matter how hard i try giving up, giving in, let go, let's begin, plus whatever that's left for me to do, my heart is still filled with you. complicated yet mischievous. and i guess it's just a thing called love.
x
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Tuesday, April 19, 2011 9:52 PM
One of the favorite hugs are the one given for comfort. It's the kind of hugs where you can just wrap your arms around the other person, and they won't let you go until the tears stop from rolling down your face. When you feel like there's absolutely nothing in this world that can make you feel any better, sometimes a hug from someone you care about is all you need. It may not be any extra accessories to pair up with but it's definitely one of the most amazing and of course, the warmest and sweetest hug received.
x
hugs are ordinary but can be special receiving from the one and only
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Friday, April 15, 2011 11:11 PM
You can count on me like one, two, three.
I'll be there and I know when you need one like A, B, C.
I miss you so much right now like saying I love you.
x
muahx xoxo
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7:08 PM
L.O.V.E
You're like an angel sent by God. Never knew you existed till that day.
That day where I find myself really lucky to meet you.
There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. You can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile and their silly ways.
All I think about each time, is YOU.
Missing you day and night
You're like the Sun in the morning, the Star at night
Can you sing to all my song while I dance to the Purple Rain?
x
the thing is, nothing's better than saying 'I'm in love with you'
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Sunday, April 10, 2011 12:27 AM
Love is like an experiment
Nothing in this world is perfect. We can never expect life to be as easy as the quote ''happily living ever after''. Maybe for some who are lucky enough but mostly, got themselves fallen into a black hole. I've always been a die hard fan of true love. I've always scoffed at people who said love didn't exist or love left you with nothing but just a broken heart. That's when I thought I was the luckiest girl on Earth having a guy that loves me as much as I do. But now, I don't tend to stand strongly to the statement anymore. Like I say, love is like an experiment. There's no use living in a life being all naive. We comes off as a naive little child, maybe cause we've been watching too much movies for all these years. This is why, as we goes on with life, we would find ourself to keep trying. And that's what I call experimenting.
Love is like an experiment. There's always an error (mistakes / problems) occur but we would still try our very best. It's a natural to-do-thing when things start to oppose what we ever wanted, our emotions tends to start to take control of us. It begins to bombard our world. And that's when we try changing the way in interpreting it. We may try changing the procedure when things don't work out. Cause till the end, we'll be able to get the result. The worst that could be happening would be having the need to change the apparatus. And that's when you've realize that maybe your life doesn't stop just there. You realize there are still so much more for us to go through, to explore. Your life is like a tool for you to experiment, same goes to love.
x
All I'm trying right now is to just change the procedure and not the apparatus just yet.
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Saturday, April 2, 2011 2:52 AM
April 1st
It's the starting of a new month for April
and it's my birthday as well :)
Nothing gets easy but I'm happy to have a bunch of people
not any ordinary bunch of people
but a bunch of awesome friends
Thanks for being there for me
I know I've not been myself for quite awhile but you guys never gave up on me and keep pushing me to become someone who I used to be
Thanks for all your support
Whenever I get all emotional and sad, you guys would lend me a hand by telling me jokes and stories
Thanks for the care
I know I'm a girl that can't live without care. And I'm really glad to have friends that would provide me endless care
Thanks for the advice
Every time I start to think about the past, you guys would never fail to give me a piece of them to boost my confidence up
Thanks for the love
Most of the time, I get all naive but you guys would find it cute and show me that I'm being a real lover because I never give up easily and you guys would always ensure to give me unconditional love
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING
seventeen baby
x
a girl who has friends that she can count on :)
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