BitterSweet Memories
Monday, February 28, 2011 7:11 PM
REPULSION BETWEEN GUYS & GIRLS
Most guys have a simple piece of mind while most girls usually think in a complicated manner and they sort of start to over think. Guess that's the reason why we, girls don't really have that capability in understanding guys and neither do they.
How great if 'you and I' could think the same way..
just like this ♥
All things fall into place
My heart, it feels so safe
you are my melody
that's where you take me
With you I get so high
x
you spin my world ever since you come along
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Sunday, February 27, 2011 9:33 PM
So many things start to happen when it all started with a problem falling on you.
A problem that fails your heart to actually have a full recovery.
My heart needs a break but it isn't giving in; it is trying to hurt itself !
I really wonder - what's the point of talking, at times.
Nobody hears me; they ain't hearing what I'm trying to confront.
It's the feeling of being the odd one out - i feel left out :(
Sometimes I think back and it made me feel like tearing up.
I used to have a person that I could fully trust on.
I used to have a person that I could really believe in.
I used to have a person who I can release everything to.
I used to have a person that I can talk to in almost anything.
... and I wasn't afraid of problems.
Because I know, even if one day I couldn't take it anymore and just fall over, the person would catch me
The person would cure my little heart with just anything the person do.
but now I'm really scared, am terrified in everything.
I've lost the person and I feel really lost.
I no longer have a person that I could trust.
not that I couldn't trust my family, my friends, but there are always barrier in between
to stop me from talking... and that's when I could just cry myself to bed.
I really thought when one bad luck strikes, I would face something nice soon.
I didn't notice how hurtful I could get the second time.
Not that I'm blaming it on you; you have your reason and I know it.
but it isn't me who wants to destroy everything.. it's just the feeling that I can't stop !
x
I miss someone that's near me somehow ;(
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5:00 PM
Out of boredom
I caught myself creating a tumblr account :}
Check it out yo ~
♥ http://sweet-x-affection.tumblr.com ♥
As you can see, it has an exact same URL as this page you're viewing except for the end part (:
Might as well get twitter too :} but not at the moment.
Just you wait and see (:
** FYI, this account will still be active ♥ **
x
Tumblr Account in Action
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Saturday, February 26, 2011 8:29 PM
YOUR NAME
inspire me
you are the gift that God has made me notice you
you're the sweetest drug that I believe is true
you have the most amazing name I've encountered
I adore repeating it over and over again and it never bores me
I hear you everywhere even when we're far apart
I see your shadow all over the corner
telling me to not worry, cause you'll always be by my side
no matter what
and I feel ultimately safe as if I'm being cuddle in your arms
this reminds me of you [piggie-turtle]
your name, is what I write on my test-pad
your name is so soothing, unique and cute ♥
x
you're the first and the last person I think of, each day
and it gives me the intention to keep believing
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Tuesday, February 22, 2011 9:36 PM
You be the prince and I, be the princess ♥
I FEEL SO ALIVE TODAY :}
you have no idea how it was meant to be
how my heart could jump for joy speeding itself
I can almost feel every breathe that I take; it was breathtaking
I felt the warmth inside even though it was freezing cold outside
so warm. so warm. so warm
and comfy ;)
I miss You already :( I wanna hear you :/
you're the sweetest sensation ever
xoxo
x
it felt so far yet so close
as I still love you :)
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Sunday, February 20, 2011 2:02 AM
Give or not to give
Practically, quite a number of things remind me of you.
Memories we had may be really short, especially the time spent
but I'm sure each and every seconds spent was memorable. It is to me.
Words have been hiding itself away from you and I don't know why
At times, I find doubt in a question : why did you choose to step in?
and sometimes I wonder if my insecurity keeps you wanting to protect me even more.
Is that one part of the reason ? may I know ?
There's not a lot that I could give to you.
I can't promise you anything or give you anything you want.
but then, I just want you to know that the things that I can offer to you will definitely be the best.
I know I can't be as creative as other girls to be able to give you the
most sweetest love quotes and romance
but I can assure you that; they can't do any better than I could
cause there's only one person that holds onto this kind of characteristics n personalities;
and that's me - one and only ;)
You don't need to be perfect, cause it is your imperfections that caught my heart.
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If you fall in love with two people, pick the second person. Because if you were really
in love with the first person, you wouldn't have fallen for the second ♥
true ? :/
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x
You're imperfect. That's the reason why I fell in love with you.
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Monday, February 14, 2011 6:34 PM
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
A day where you celebrate it with your love ones.
A special day indeed for all couples :}
The time spent with your love ones will never be long enough
but one thing for sure, it will be cherished in every seconds
This year, celebrating valentine's day with my friends is really fun too
I may not get with you but I can definitely feel you in me
You're the biggest part of the reason that keeps me thinking with a smile
You're the biggest part of the reason that keeps me thinking with a smile
You're always staying in my heart - the only place
and that I feel safe and protected and so much love
Your not my valentine this year but your in my heart
you left pieces of your heart in me, and I promise to keep it safe and give it the best care you can ever imagined. 'Cause I believe 'we' as 'one' :) cinta you
uoy evol i dna uoy ssim i
but I believe everything can change when it all started with the ''we fall in love'' :}
x
You keep me smiling (:
'forever' I don't believe, I only believe in 'you'
n it can get even further than forever - eternity :}
'forever' I don't believe, I only believe in 'you'
n it can get even further than forever - eternity :}
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Sunday, February 13, 2011 9:53 PM
Look what I've found in facebook popular likes : -
We flirted, we texted, we laughed, we cried, I stayed up JUST to talk to you, I changed for you and you ''loved'' me for it.. then out the blue you tell me it's over.. now we don't even talk and everyday I have to convince myself I don't still love you cause I know I do and will always love you :/ ♥
x
love that hurts; ouch!
this is something random, I'm just bored :/
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7:18 PM
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything you do is beautiful
Everything you do is right
x
You and Me
It's called love
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1:05 AM
RING UP
There's just no verbs to be able to notify it
It just doesn't feel good, not comfortable
A phone call reaches your line
and I could hear a soft sleepy hello when it got connected
Tears were started tumbling down my cheeks
and there goes the shutting of call resisting my voice overheard
... and I knew I've not been hearing your voice for months
It used to be a daily basis to-do-list but now, it's caught up in a traffic
x
Unwelcome feeling
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Friday, February 11, 2011 10:38 AM
To my dearest brother
I know I have a lot of brothers as in pet ones but this is definitely to my
blood related brother [one and only, the original one] :}
I'm definitely proud to have him as my brother.
It is one of the biggest gift from God to have him in the family :)
My very first time experiencing my closest leaving home
[he's not the first, he comes second.. someone did]
and I understand how the girlfriend would feel when he's about to go
I'm really happy for him to have a better future ahead in brisbane
but obviously, I'm sad as well.
It's his first time leaving home alone to a new place and I'm just worried.
but I know he can do it - he's one of my kind :}
and by the way, everyone claims that he has a really good PR ;)
He can be really fucked up at times but that made him up.
and I'm loving it. no brother no clumsiness :)
He's a sweet brother and is always caring.
He understands all the thoughts but he never shows it up.
He always find his way in concerning about others.
Thanks kor, for being there for me when I was at my worst.
Sometimes you might get me annoyed with your buzzing sound
but that's really cute :) I'm going to miss some quarreling time with you at home :(
I love you, anyways :)
x
Take care and Good luck
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Thursday, February 10, 2011 7:36 PM
I knew you were the best
the coolest boy I know
So many times I wished you'd be the one for me
I never knew you'd get like this boy, what you do to me
YOU'RE WHO I'M THINKING OF
BOY, YOU AIN'T MY RUNNER UP
and no matter what, you're always number one
You take my breath away with everything you say
I just wanna be with you, my baby
My miss don't play no games.
treats you no other way than you deserve
cause you're the boy of my dreams
My prized possession
one and only
I adore ya
Boy, I want ya
The one I can't live without
that's you; that's you
You're my special little man
The one that makes me crazy
of all the boys I've ever known it's you;
IT's YOU
x
My Favourite Boy
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Monday, February 7, 2011 1:44 AM
Cries and Tears
This is rather a stupid post that I'm about to post up
here we go again; I'm sorry to my readers if it kinda distract you guys.
Just bare with me for a little while, kay? :)
'' Feeling down ?'', you may ask.
Yea, currently am. And it's not getting any better.
I know that's how life were supposed to be; with no guarantee at all.
but then, can't life give me a break and stop suffocating me?
STOP STACKING PROBLEMS ON ME, WOULD YA' ?
I had it enough, and I really do mean it when I say enough !
my feelings are really fragile
and by that I mean, I'm sort of unpredictable.
my emotions changes; I can be sad in this minute and happy in the next.
and sometimes, I can be overacted
it's not like I wanted it this way; but that's just me.
I really really wish that I could stop the mess I'm doubting.
It's like a virus; stop twittering (following) me :(
I hate the fact that I'll always think about you
What so good about you? You're just a passer-by.
Every night & day, you appear in my heart and I'm not sick of it.
Have you notice?
I know I worry and I know I care
and that's how I would tear up even when I tried my very best not to do so
but I guess that's how you know if you're in love with a person.
'Cause they never ever leave your mind when they became someone important.
& one last thing before I sign off
iloveyouandwillalwaysdo
x
If you can't cry, try talking. If you can't talk, say nothing.
But sometimes talking can bring on the tears. And tears can say what you can't.
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Saturday, February 5, 2011 2:12 PM
Gracious Happy Little Princess
this year, there's nothing more I would wish for
until my wish turns into reality
and that is
' to be happy more each day, to be the old me '
to care nothing, just happiness
I couldn't imagine how life would be like when there's no you & I
never bother to even think about it, but it turns out that
I'm currently living in a life that I didn't wanted to think of
but it's okay
I just want you to know
'' you can run away but you can't hide through a storm and a lonely night ''
'Cause
If you need someone when you're feeling blue or
if you call your friends but nobody's home,
you can always count on me cause then I'll show you
there's a destiny; the best things in life
YES I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT REAL LOVE CAN DO
and that's basically for you; ♥
sarang-heyo
x
I'll always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
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1:00 AM
Day & Night
Day and night
they both make no difference
The thing that keeps running in my head is YOU
To everybody, you're definitely no one special
I can tell
but to me, you're so much more than what you are
You're unique, and that's sweet
Sometimes, you thought the person ahead is of a nobody
but turns out to be a somebody to you,
you just have no choice but have them living in your mind.
without any terms and conditions, letting someone to leave footprints in your heart...
you just can't let them go, just can't forget about them
at times, you just keep thinking if ''this is meant to be or not''..
Forgetting is never easy and it applies to 'missing you'
but I keep finding myself missing you terribly
Everything reminds me of you
You got yourself a role in my life, if you ever knew
x
You're the merry-go-round that keeps going round my heart
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Wednesday, February 2, 2011 7:08 PM
zero-two.zero-two.two-zero-one²
Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies
No, I don't need no fancy cars
And I don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
Cause I don't need those extra things
[You make me go oolalalala woah wow even when you do nothing at all]
It's not about you, not about them.
It's about me and him ♥
x
you're welcome, boo :}
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12:01 AM
Sleepless night thinking what should I do
when all I think about is YOU
my mind will blow up, one day
It is not the person you're hurting. It is the heart you're hurting.
It's is not the injuries wished to be healed but the feelings.
x
Never ignore a person who loves you. Because one day, you might wake from sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars.
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