BitterSweet Memories
Tuesday, January 18, 2011 12:14 AM
FUCK THE HEART
I don't get life these days. I guess pretty much for months already.
It doesn't feel as right as how it used to be.
How I wish I could tell you how does it exactly feels to be screaming on the inside
while you're shut having those silent tears on the outside
like for every morning - not even a good start of the day.
People say : '' Pretend to laugh is better than not even smiling. ''
What's so great about pretending nowadays? I don't get the point !
Newest trend these days for our generation ?
It's bloody annoying because sometimes all that I feel is being fake.
It's making everything not real, it seems.
I don't understand what the heart is trying to say.
What does it want more? Have it got not enough of the lessons taught?
Or is it fighting for the sake of my protection?
Heart, Heart, how I wish you could TALK and tell me
Let me know everything you want to say all these while.
I can't be just guessing here cause I'm having such crumpled feelings in me.
I want you to know that I love you and I don't want you hurt.
Cause when you're hurt, it hurts me even more.
I will use all my will to secure you, Heart.
Please beat at a normal rate tonight, please..
Please smile tonight, please..
I don't wish to see your droplets buddy running down my cheeks.
I wish for a smile to bed.
And for the last time,
Heart, let me tell you what I'm thinking now
I hope I guessed it right, cause I wanna think the same way as you do too
I love him and I miss him
so so much
x
How I wish I could tell you how does it exactly feels to be screaming on the inside
while you're shut having those silent tears on the outside
like for every morning - not even a good start of the day.
People say : '' Pretend to laugh is better than not even smiling. ''
What's so great about pretending nowadays? I don't get the point !
Newest trend these days for our generation ?
It's bloody annoying because sometimes all that I feel is being fake.
It's making everything not real, it seems.
What does it want more? Have it got not enough of the lessons taught?
Or is it fighting for the sake of my protection?
Heart, Heart, how I wish you could TALK and tell me
Let me know everything you want to say all these while.
I can't be just guessing here cause I'm having such crumpled feelings in me.
I want you to know that I love you and I don't want you hurt.
Cause when you're hurt, it hurts me even more.
I will use all my will to secure you, Heart.
Please beat at a normal rate tonight, please..
Please smile tonight, please..
I don't wish to see your droplets buddy running down my cheeks.
I wish for a smile to bed.
And for the last time,
Heart, let me tell you what I'm thinking now
I hope I guessed it right, cause I wanna think the same way as you do too
I love him and I miss him
so so much
x
Every atom of me misses you.
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