BitterSweet Memories
Thursday, December 30, 2010 1:57 PM
Okay let's see, where do I begin ?
.1.
You were one of the very few people that I can truly believe in, trust is the word for it. You're really amazing just the way on how you had ever treated me. People could really see happiness in us. You're extremely special to me in every way I observe, I swear. You never failed to put in all your hopes in me to build up my emotions. You were truly a darling, a very sweet loving darling indeed. You treated me as though I was a little princess or even as young as a new born baby. You once put in your love and care into this relationship, I trust you did. It was really sweet of you. You never failed to make me believe in forever for the both of us. I knew forever exist at that time ! You were one of my greatest achievement in desiring you the most. You kept me wanting you even more cause you're truly tempting. It was really tempting to hear your voice, to look at you, to hug you and to have those ever candid kisses. Your love was truly indescribable - words can never say as much as I feel myself. There were never an ending in the words we wished to express to each other cause there were always so much things to be spilt when I see you standing in front of me. It isn't an illusion, it's true and it's definitely real. I love the way on how you protected and provided me with all the care I needed when I was facing problems. I felt the warmth and of course the sincere heart you were giving in. It's like sitting near the fireplace when it's winter. You're cozy, if you ever really knew what my feelings held for you from the beginning.
Devotion was the right word for us.
.2.
You were rather a stranger to me. Never knew you existed around the corner. I guess nothing sparkles when depression occurs. You stepped into the life that you shouldn't had in the first place. It was a big mistake but of course it isn't that big, I suppose. You were the biggest comfort that I found that work ! What I'm trying to say is that you were the only person that I find myself not bothering everything around me when I had you. You may say I'm naive but you were one of the few people that I believe in. Although I never knew you for a year or even for half a year, but you provided me the sense of protection. You made me seems alive when everything seems wrong, turning upside down. Even for a second, you could take away my lunatic misery that keeps running through my veins. You're somehow irresistible to me. You got yourself special to my life, my world of living. You're truly sweet especially those words coming out from you. I guess that makes people fall in love with you easily. You made it seems as though you're the honey and I'm the bee. You made my life seems perfect with no doubts at all. The voice of your tune made me amaze, really tempting as well. The first touch on my cheeks was really epically sweet and funny in a way. Never knew someone would actually have so much things in common as I do. It was rather surprising but I love how the way it is. It was a huge bummer to know everything that is happening now.
x
you broke the heart
i.held.a.true.feeling.everytime
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