I hate this feeling right here

It feels really complicated yet empty

Something's missing and I found my happiness drowning

My heart is aching bit by bit

Tearing drop by drop

But still, not knowing what's up with my mind

I have no idea and I have got no clue

It feels exhausted knowing that the system is about to shut down automatically

without any further notice

Everything, surrounding seems dull

The lips just frown and never gets apart of wanting to even say a word

The eyes just keep staring at words I don't see

One blink at a time, and that's it

Nothing wonderful it felt, nothing unique it seems

It felt as if I'm fading away

Nothing I wish to do now but just wish to lay my head on your chest, putting my hands around your neck

hearing those beats quietly without a single word

Those heart beats of yours that would soothe the mood

I believe it would, because I treasure you as my piece of art

A most perfect and unique piece of art

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mood swings strike the night